Making Progress
I normally don't have the mindset of wishing I was born in a previous time but I've found myself more recently wishing that for various reasons. One of the main ones is the old web. I would've loved to see more of people's personal websites that they had back then. As of recent I have gotten more interested in interacting on forums. I'm only on 3 right now one of which is my own which is Your Local Pizzeria which is just a general gaming/hangout forum. The other two I'm on are the Melonland forum and The Fourth Place Forum. I enjoy both those forums but I do wish forums were still big in the sense of having activity. Specifically the hangout ones and stuff such as that kind of like little clubs I love the vibes of it. I enjoy the concept of Discord and the voice calls are helpful but the way Discord is isn't ideal in several ways. I'm the same with personal websites. I love how much more human they feel rather than your copy paste format of a website. I honestly wish companies would go back to their more fun designs for their sites and promotion as a whole but that's a whole different topic.
Other than interacting on forums I've been trying my best at staying active on my discord servers again. I have been having so much difficulty socializing as of recent because of life being so busy. We've spent time working with my parents to reorganize/clean up the apartment because it hasn't been great for a long time. It's been hard trying to convince them and have them understand the issues and I still don't really think they do. Anyways though, progress has been made and that's something at least it's just been incredibly draining.
The last few nights I've actually slept at a semigood time because of it and woke up kind of rested yesterday and today compared to not feeling rested at all ever usually. Both yesterday morning and this morning I got up and immediately washed dishes used from the night prior which is normally more exhausting to do/procrastinated on. I also reorganized some messy parts in the kitchen and wiped down what was missed, it's been nice feeling productive. I'm still quite tired though.
Speaking of all the cleaning, Oliver now has a cat tree was gifted by my Fiance's family. Oliver has only had scratching posts and such that but now he has a full tree and is, of course, obsessed with it. He spends a lot of his time on it now and staring out the window or napping. If he's not doing those things he's running around and jumping on it like he's insane, which he probably is since he's orange.
Along with progress being made I am finally no longer using Onedrive for file storage. I used it for a long time because my parents paid for it but recently they weren't able to anymore so I got a fairly large flash drive to move all my files onto. I also deleted many old ones from when I was a tween that were just automatically backed up onto there. The flashdrive still has loads of space and I even moved a bunch of files off my phone to clean it up a bit and un-installed apps I haven't touched. I love having these bursts of energy to make sure everything is organized and clean.
There's nothing much else new going on yet just existing and pushing forward, somehow, as usual. I'm happy with the progress I've made, just really wish I wasn't so tired but at some point it will eventually get easier so I've just got to wait. Thank you for reading. <3
